A Course Code, A Professor’s Name, A Required Subject

I took up this class basically because it’s required in my curriculum. I did have an option, though, to take up CL122 instead. But I chose to take up this course instead because I heard that it’s going to be Sir Aureus’ last sem this sem. I did not want to miss the chance to take up a class under him (probably) for the last time. I really enjoyed sitting in his English 21 class when I was in first year. I had no regrets except maybe classes missed due to the professor’s physical condition.
Usually, I would prefer a class discussion instead of a seventy-five minute lecture. Listening to professor for more than an hour straight does get very tiring. And to actually come across someone I’d be willing to just listen to is really something. I like voicing out my opinions and very few people can keep me from speaking up. To actually meet someone who can shut my mouth because I find sense in what s/he’s saying, that for me is simply remarkable.
I’ll be honest. I took up this class semester because I was confident that it will not be a waste of time. There may be classes cancelled still, but somehow I know that it’ll be worth it.

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I was asked recently by a friend, who thought that I’d make a good scientist or philosopher, about what field of science I would pursue if given the chance. I told him that I’d choose Critical Theory. Afterwards I tried to explain to him how Critical Theory is a science. Eventually I ended up telling him that it’s difficult to grasp the concept of Critical Theory as more than just reading Literature if one did not have a background of it. He got my point and I just told him that Critical Theory would be a suitable field of science for me. I must admit, though, that I may not be suitable for Critical Theory but I’m confident that it will be worth the shot.
Coming terms with that, I realized that I am actually given the opportunity to pursue the Science of Critical Theory. What a waste it would be; what a shame if I’ll take it all for granted.

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When I enlisted for this class, it was just a course code and a professor’s name. Much more, it’s a required subject. But now, I come to realize that there is such an opportunity for me to enjoy this class. I shouldn’t put it to waste.
I do need to find my motivation again.